They say if you put your energy in to something you can make it happen...I put all my energy and mind into staring at my phone until it rings....but I am still waiting  !!!! ....They....don't know what they are talking about.......

Jessica's Graduation Speech

it's one of my favorite parts in eclipse, i loved it
funniest speech I've ever heard!!!
hahahaha



"When we were five, they asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up. Our answers were thing like astronaut, president, or in my case… princess. When we were ten, they asked again and we answered - rock star, cowboy, or in my case, gold medalist. But now that we've grown up, they want a serious answer. Well, how 'bout this: who the hell knows?! This isn't the time to make hard and fast decisions, its time to make mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere chill. Fall in love - a lot. Major in philosophy 'cause there's no way to make a career out of that. Change your mind. Then change it again, because nothing is permanent. So make as many mistakes as you can. That way, someday, when they ask again what we want to be… we won't have to guess. We'll know."

aah facebook. n orkut ggghh,!!!

Ah I can't help it! I love facebook...n orkut too .... but at the same time I hate it!

I log in about 20+ times a day to check if anything new has happened, even though most of the time I know nothing has... Sometimes I get bored and start go on all friends profiles and just looking at everything. I kind of feel like such a stalker sometimes..

I mean sometimes it's great when I'm bored.. with all the apps and stuff... but I just wish I didn't log on there so much.

So.. as a result.. as much as I hate to do this.. I've decided to deactivate my account for a week or so.. I already tried not to log on facebook n orkut for a week without deactivating my account but I couldn't do it for even a day.

it is addictive more than nicotine or cocaine :P...- literally speaking. I need to plan my day around not being near computers with internet access. It's almost funny.

:)

People always tease me about my height. I usually take in it good humor, but after a while it gets on my nerves. I just want to punch them in the face! But I don't, because I would be in big trouble. .......
its the truth, girls do go for taller men. taller men seem to give women something that i dont have, security. i wish i had that but i dont,because i am short.i am 5 foot 2 and i;m finding any method in the world that could make me taller. yesterday my frnds have made me realise that i;m too short to date, because the average minimum height requirement is 5 foot 7 and i'm only 5 foot 2. i am frustrated about this.!!


I am only 5'2". I Just out grew my mom not to long ago and im about .5 of an inch taller then her. Life has its ups and downs as a short guy. One good is that i can go through crowds faster. A down is that i have to jog to keep up with people who are walking.
Im them thesmallest kid in the entier class


In my opinion that's just not normal...

Am I condemned to a life of shortness...?

Am I cursed to look like a 8th or 9th standard boy for the rest of my life...?

...I wanna be tall...or at least 5'6 by the time I'm old...I mean, sure...I look my age...I have the curves and the attitude. I just lack the height...

sometimes i wish i could pull my heart out and throw it away because i hate the emotion inside it.

WHY EVERYONE CARE SOO MUCH :'(

So I'm 5'2 and 16. I have room to grow, yeah. But, my mom's really short so there's not much hope. I don't really get made fun of for my height but people will refer to me as 'little' even the teachers do! I'm kinda short. It's okay at first but after a while it just get's annoying. I'll legit be talking to someone and they'll stop halfway through the conversation and be like, "Woah you're short."

Um..
:(

Do you go up to fat people and be like, "WOW. YOU'RE FAT." or people with blue eyes and be like, "Woah, your eyes are blue!! *gasp*!" No, exactly. You don't do that. Saying someone's fat would just be mean and announcing someone has blue eyes when they probably already know is just creepy. So, why is height any different? Is it because it's not really bullying like calling someone fat or ugly? I would be fine with my height if people didn't have this obsession with height. Can't they understand it just gets ANNOYING?

I realize I'm short. Thanks for your keen observations. Aren't you a smart one?

I Hate The Feeling Of Love! :x

Love builds up to disapointment, crushed hopes, shattered dreams . Even tho I know this, I cant get my body to understand this as well. Like I just came home from school, and this... girl in my class... I talk to her & stuff and I have fallen for her and I dont like that..... When you fall for someone like that, u r basicly handing them controle to do what ever with your feelings. I dont want this to be happining agian but again, my body just wont listen to me. I hate being young!! >_<;;

It's Tough to Be a Teenager

It's Tough to Be a Teenager

It's tough to be a teenager today, no one really knows
What the pressure is like in school, this is how it goes.

I wake up every morning, and stare into this face
I wanna be good lookin', but I feel like a disgrace.

My friends they seem to like me, if I follow through with their dare,
But when I try to be myself, they never seem to care.

My mom, well she keeps saying, I gotta make the grade
While both my parents love me, it slowly seems to fade.

It seems like everyone I know is trying to be cool
And every time I try, I end up just a fool.

I've thought about taking drugs, I really don't want to you know
But I just don't fit in, and it's really startin' to show.

Maybe if I could make the team, I'll stand out in the crowd
If they could see how hard I try , I know they would be proud.

You see I'm still a virgin, my friends they can't find out
'Cause knew the tr if they reallyuth, I know they'd laugh and shout.

Sometimes I really get so low, I want to cash it in
My problems really aren't so bad, if I think of how life's been.

Sometimes I'm really lost, and wonder what to do
I wonder where to go, who I can talk to.


It's tough to be a teenager, sometimes life's not fair
I wish I had somewhere to go, and someone to CARE.

-Pulkit

21st dec 2012 __dooms day

First on the news channels. Then on the internet & now even the topic for a major motion picture.
The Doomsday, 21st December, 2012. When I first heard about it, the news wasn't really that big. & neither
were my desires & dreams. But later, it turned out that this can actually happen. You never know. When you can go on being
all optimistic & give out encouraging words like, 'Impossible is nothing' & 'Life is Unexpected', you can even believe this.

At first, this scared the hell out of me. I was scared because, I want to live my dreams.
I wanna live every moment I've dreamed of living. I wanna live my future. I wanna spend the rest of the life with my family,
friends & with the one I love.
I want to go on a world tour. I want to be famous. I wanna grow old with the love of my life. I want to do so much & so lil time. .

Life is so unpredictable & you don't know when yours will end. Everyday is a waste coz you take life for granted.
&& when you know its all gonna be over soon, you want back all that you had.. only to live it in a better way.
Right now, every morning is just another morning & it's gonna end with a night. But when you know, you don't have much time,
& that life is really short, you realise that each day, each hour, each minute & each second needs to be lived.
There is so lil time to achieve. to dream. to smile. to cry. to fear. to try. to love. to give. to have fun. to jus live.
So don't think much & just value what has been given to you. Live each day like it's your last. Laugh on the jokes that were told yesterday.
Act being a rockstar even though you don't know how to sing. Smile through your tears. Let go off all your fears coz life is too short to be scared :)
Go bungee jumping. Travel the whole world. Watch horror flicks at midnight & scream your lungs out. Play loud music & dance the hell off- let the neighbours shout!
Never underestimate yourself & try every possible thing out. Fall in love & stay in love. Kiss & slow dance in the rain, without music.
Love your mom & dad coz they gifted you with life, anyway. Don't follow the rules. Do what your heart really wants. Don't follow trends, make your own style statements.
Be confident & the world will follow you blindly. Just be YOURSELF. Care for everybody coz life's too short to hate & to make enemies. Remember, LOVE is life. Just be crazy.
Play with your childhood toys. Make your life wonderful & live it the way you want to. Coz life's really what YOU make it. && in the end, don't regret. Live in such a manner
that in the end, all you have is a feeling of contentment & a big satisfied kinda smile on your face.

I've learnt my lesson. & now I wanna live each moment of my life. I don't really care if it lasts another 80 years or only 3. I wanna be happy & want to live my dreams
as long as I live. :]
I don't really know what's gonna happen in 2012. The world may come to an end or the 21st december might pass like any other day, without any thing being unnatural. All I now know
is, that too, will be an adventure for me. I mean, come on, how many people are lucky enough to have as big an adventure like this? You only see it in movies.. why not live
something like that && die.. in a unique way? xD Everyone has to die someday, then why not this way? Live another 80 years of your life just in 3.
Just have fun. Keep dreaming & keep living.. until the end of time. :]