Sunday, February 3, 2013

I Saw "The Pursuit of Happyness"

just wtched it. loved it. inspired by it. added to my favorites list. admire Will Smith, a man of gud character. admire D man the story is about, Chris Gardner. dis story left me with a happy heart, a feeling dat will stay knowing the spirit of hard work, determination & strength of character prevails.  :)


And this was the best dialogue !
Best part of the movie !

  1. Chris Gardner: Hey. Don't ever let somebody tell you... You can't do something. Not even me. All right?
  2. Christopher: All right.
  3. Chris Gardner: You got a dream. You gotta protect it. People can't do somethin' themselves, they wanna tell you you can't do it. If you want somethin', go get it. Period.


Saturday, August 4, 2012

Together forever

HE
Is sitting on the edge of his bed with the door locked call of duty is in the xbox the controller on the floor right beneath the spot where he nearly punched the wall in his own frustration hes got the music blasting so loud so nobody can hear his cries his hairs a mess from running his hands through it and hes replaying their last conversation thinking " she’ll never take me back"

Frndship day ! x-(

If you log into your Facebook account on the first Sunday of August, you will find your homepage flooded with friendship day messages – love you friends, miss you, friends make life worth living…. blah blah blah. The most irritating part is when people paste famous friendship quotes and lyrics of Bollywood songs. I feel like…….aargh!!!

Its not that I am anti-social or I don’t like to have friends or something like that. What I really don’t understand is that why do people need a particular day to dedicate to someone? I mean what difference does it make to our life? While in college or school, we meet all our friends everyday. For the others, we are not going to go out of our way to meet them. If we really miss someone, then why wait for a particular day to talk to them? The mobile rates aren’t any cheaper on friendship day than they are on other days. Then why not just pick up the phone and talk to our friends when we feel like talking, instead of waiting for one particular day in the whole year? 


btw* happy frndship day !

Sunday, July 22, 2012

''You want to know what happiness is? It's waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets and feeling the heat of the person next to you. You turn around and see them in their most peaceful, innocent and vulnerable state.They breathe as though the weight of the world lays on anyone's shoulders but their own. You smile, kiss their face in the most gentle manner so as not to wake them.You turn back around and involuntarily a grin forms on your own face. You feel an arm wrap round your waist, and you know it doesn't get any better than this.''

Saturday, April 21, 2012

:(

i don't show people how i feel; i bottle everything up inside until i snap. the truth that i don't tell people is that in all honesty i am torn, i am broken, i just carry myself well and hide it. i don't want to be one of those people who are constantly complaining about how much their life sucks or how they want to die. unlike those people i will not seek your attention, i will not ask for your help. i'd rather walk through life alone than become like that. i will tell you everything is just fine even when it's not. i'll listen to your problems even though i have plenty of my own. i will never show anybody who it is i really am. !

Friday, October 7, 2011

THE (SCIENTIFIC) DEATH OF JESUS





THE (SCIENTIFIC) DEATH OF JESUS
For the next 60 seconds, set aside whatever
You're doing and take this opportunity! Let's see if Satan
Can stop this.

... ... ... ... THE
(SCIENTIFIC) DEATH OF JESUS

At the age of 33,
Jesus was condemned to death .

At the time
Crucifixion was the "worst" death. Only the worst
Criminals were condemned to be crucified. Yet it was
Even more dreadful for Jesus, unlike
Other criminals condemned to death by
Crucifixion Jesus was to be nailed to the
Cross by His hands and feet.

Each nail
Was 6 to 8 inches long.

The nails
Were driven into His wrist. Not
Into His palms as is commonly
Portrayed. There's a tendon in the wrist that
Extends to the shoulder. The Roman guards knew
That when the nails were being hammered into the
Wrist that tendon would tear and
Break, forcing Jesus to use His back
Muscles to support himself so that He could
Breath.

Both of His feet
Were nailed together. Thus He was forced to
Support Himself on the single nail that
Impaled His feet to the cross. Jesus could
Not support himself with His legs because of the pain
So He was forced to alternate between arching His
Back then using his legs just to continue to
Breath. Imagine the struggle, the pain, the
Suffering, the courage.

Jesus endured this
Reality for over 3 hours.

Yes,
Over 3 hours! Can you imagine this kind of
Suffering? A few minutes before He died,
Jesus stopped bleeding. He was simply pouring water
From his wounds.

From common images
We see wounds to His hands and feet and even the spear wound
To His side... But do we realize His wounds
Were actually made in his body. A hammer
Driving large nails through the wrist, the feet overlapped
And an even large nail hammered through the arches, then a
Roman guard piercing His side with a spear. But
Before the nails and the spear Jesus was whipped and
Beaten. The whipping was so severe that it tore the
Flesh from His body. The beating so horrific that His
Face was torn and his beard ripped from His face. The
Crown of thorns cut deeply into His scalp. Most men
Would not have survived this torture.

"

He had no more blood
To bleed out, only water poured from His
Wounds.
The human adult body contains about 3.5 liters
(just less than a gallon) of blood.

Jesus poured all 3.5
Liters of his blood; He had three nails hammered into His
Members; a crown of thorns on His head and, beyond
That, a Roman soldier who stabbed a spear into His
Chest..

All these without
Mentioning the humiliation He suffered after carrying His own
Cross for almost 2 kilometers, while the crowd spat in his
Face and threw stones (the cross was almost 30 kg of weight,
Only for its higher part, where His hands were
Nailed).

Jesus had
To endure this experience, to open the
Gates of Heaven,
So that you can have free
Access to God.

So that your sins
Could be "washed" away. All of them, with no exception!
Don't ignore this situation.

JESUS
CHRIST DIED FOR YOU!

He died for you! It
Is easy to pass jokes or foolish photos by e-mail, but
When it comes to God, sometimes you feel ashamed to forward
To others because you are worried of what they may think
About you.

God
Has plans for you, show all your friends what He experienced
To save you. Now think about this! May God bless your
Life!

60
Seconds with God...

For the next 60
Seconds, set aside what you're doing and take
This opportunity! Let's see if Satan can stop
This.

All you have to do
Is:

1. Simply
Pray for the person who sent this message to
You:

2.Then, send this
Message to people.. The more the better.

3. People will
Pray for you and you will make that many people pray to God
For other people.

4. Take a
Moment to appreciate the power of God in your life, for
Doing what pleases Him.

If you are not
Ashamed to do this, please, follow Jesus' instructions.
He said (Matthew 10:32 & 33): "Everyone therefore
Who acknowledges me before others, I also will acknowledge
before My Father in heaven; but whosoever denies Me
before others, I will deny before my Father in heaven.

Saturday, August 20, 2011

i hate RAIN


I JUST HATE THE RAIN !
It is also usually cold, somewhat polluted and NOT WELCOMED!

Rain puts me in a bad mood! It's cold and wet and I don't like having to go anywhere when it rains...
I know its good for the environment but I hate it.

I really can't stand this rain.

Last wednesday I was like totaly dressed up , put my shoes on and be all ready to go out. den i went out and i don't know from where suddenly rain started and i headed straight back inside again. I hate the feeling, because I feel trapped by the rain. It makes me feel sad and depressed and I refuse to go out in it if I can help it. ...


Wednesday, March 23, 2011

What do you think about 2012?




What do you think about 2012?



my first dream was that i am standing on the ground and saw that the moon is melting and people are dying including me as earth is getting very very hot.

The sun is also getting consumed in a big cloud.i can also feel the weather in my dream it is very very real.



So I've had 3 different dreams about 2012. It caused major destruction. The 3rd one was way more real. I was with a bunch of my friends(harsh..puneet..pehlaz..gunjan..tanjul..sahil) just hanging out. All of a sudden lava shoots out of the ground and into the sky all around us. Soon there were rivers of lava. After that I see a huge red planet in our atmosphere. It was at least twice the size of the moon. This was before the date 12/21/2012. I ended up getting burns on my legs and arm. My family and I then went toward sirsa ? hisar ? (m confused). There were huge ash clouds. It seemed like these people had no idea what was going on. somehow we found a house n after that i was trying to find food and clothing etc.

I know this was before the date 12/21/2012 because I remember i was using facebook ...poking n chatting wid ma frnds :P and I remember der also my mom was saying ''padh le..boards ha tere"

dont no..? sab ajib tha sab kuch !!
I spent the rest of my time trying to warn people of what was to come...


DATED = 15TH MARCH 2011

As I sit here, alone, in my room, trying to keep my mind busy, I can't help but feel lonely. I hate being away from her. I hate thinking of being apart. I hate not being in her arms.


I crawl into bed at night, or early in the morning, and I just ache for you so much. Wishing you were there more than anything. When we are not talking it feels like my days are so much longer, because I await to talk to you again :(


I'm lonely and anxious and it's making me crazy.

*Sigh*

I love that girl of mine.


Sunday, August 15, 2010

They say if you put your energy in to something you can make it happen...I put all my energy and mind into staring at my phone until it rings....but I am still waiting  !!!! ....They....don't know what they are talking about.......

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Jessica's Graduation Speech


it's one of my favorite parts in eclipse, i loved it
funniest speech I've ever heard!!!
hahahaha



"When we were five, they asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up. Our answers were thing like astronaut, president, or in my case… princess. When we were ten, they asked again and we answered - rock star, cowboy, or in my case, gold medalist. But now that we've grown up, they want a serious answer. Well, how 'bout this: who the hell knows?! This isn't the time to make hard and fast decisions, its time to make mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere chill. Fall in love - a lot. Major in philosophy 'cause there's no way to make a career out of that. Change your mind. Then change it again, because nothing is permanent. So make as many mistakes as you can. That way, someday, when they ask again what we want to be… we won't have to guess. We'll know."
















Monday, July 12, 2010

aah facebook. n orkut ggghh,!!!


Ah I can't help it! I love facebook...n orkut too .... but at the same time I hate it!

I log in about 20+ times a day to check if anything new has happened, even though most of the time I know nothing has... Sometimes I get bored and start go on all friends profiles and just looking at everything. I kind of feel like such a stalker sometimes..

I mean sometimes it's great when I'm bored.. with all the apps and stuff... but I just wish I didn't log on there so much.

So.. as a result.. as much as I hate to do this.. I've decided to deactivate my account for a week or so.. I already tried not to log on facebook n orkut for a week without deactivating my account but I couldn't do it for even a day.

it is addictive more than nicotine or cocaine :P...- literally speaking. I need to plan my day around not being near computers with internet access. It's almost funny.

:)





People always tease me about my height. I usually take in it good humor, but after a while it gets on my nerves. I just want to punch them in the face! But I don't, because I would be in big trouble. .......
its the truth, girls do go for taller men. taller men seem to give women something that i dont have, security. i wish i had that but i dont,because i am short.i am 5 foot 2 and i;m finding any method in the world that could make me taller. yesterday my frnds have made me realise that i;m too short to date, because the average minimum height requirement is 5 foot 7 and i'm only 5 foot 2. i am frustrated about this.!!


I am only 5'2". I Just out grew my mom not to long ago and im about .5 of an inch taller then her. Life has its ups and downs as a short guy. One good is that i can go through crowds faster. A down is that i have to jog to keep up with people who are walking.
Im them thesmallest kid in the entier class


In my opinion that's just not normal...

Am I condemned to a life of shortness...?

Am I cursed to look like a 8th or 9th standard boy for the rest of my life...?

...I wanna be tall...or at least 5'6 by the time I'm old...I mean, sure...I look my age...I have the curves and the attitude. I just lack the height...

sometimes i wish i could pull my heart out and throw it away because i hate the emotion inside it.

WHY EVERYONE CARE SOO MUCH :'(




So I'm 5'2 and 16. I have room to grow, yeah. But, my mom's really short so there's not much hope. I don't really get made fun of for my height but people will refer to me as 'little' even the teachers do! I'm kinda short. It's okay at first but after a while it just get's annoying. I'll legit be talking to someone and they'll stop halfway through the conversation and be like, "Woah you're short."

Um..
:(

Do you go up to fat people and be like, "WOW. YOU'RE FAT." or people with blue eyes and be like, "Woah, your eyes are blue!! *gasp*!" No, exactly. You don't do that. Saying someone's fat would just be mean and announcing someone has blue eyes when they probably already know is just creepy. So, why is height any different? Is it because it's not really bullying like calling someone fat or ugly? I would be fine with my height if people didn't have this obsession with height. Can't they understand it just gets ANNOYING?

I realize I'm short. Thanks for your keen observations. Aren't you a smart one?

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

I Hate The Feeling Of Love! :x


Love builds up to disapointment, crushed hopes, shattered dreams . Even tho I know this, I cant get my body to understand this as well. Like I just came home from school, and this... girl in my class... I talk to her & stuff and I have fallen for her and I dont like that..... When you fall for someone like that, u r basicly handing them controle to do what ever with your feelings. I dont want this to be happining agian but again, my body just wont listen to me. I hate being young!! >_<;;

Monday, July 5, 2010

It's Tough to Be a Teenager



















It's Tough to Be a Teenager

It's tough to be a teenager today, no one really knows
What the pressure is like in school, this is how it goes.

I wake up every morning, and stare into this face
I wanna be good lookin', but I feel like a disgr
ace.

My friends they seem to like me, if I follow thr
ough with their dare,
But when I try to be myself, they never seem to care.

My mom, well she keeps saying, I gotta make the grade
While both my parents love me, it slowly seems to fa
de.

It seems like everyone I know is trying to be cool
And every time I try, I end up just a fool.

I've thought about taking drugs, I really don't want to you know
But I just don't fit in, and it's really startin' to show.

Maybe if I could make the team, I'll stand out in the crowd
If they could see how hard I try , I know they would be proud.


You see I'm still a virgin, my friends they can't find out

'Cause knew the tr if they reallyuth, I know they'd laugh and shout.

Sometimes I really get so low, I want to cash it in
My problems really aren't so bad, if I think of how life's been.

Sometimes I'm really lost, and wonder what to do
I wonder where to go, who I can talk to.



It's tough to be a teenager, sometimes life's not fair
I wish I had somewhere to go, and someone to CARE.

-Pulkit

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

21st dec 2012 __dooms day

First on the news channels. Then on the internet & now even the topic for a major motion picture.
The Doomsday, 21st December, 2012. When I first heard about it, the news wasn't really that big. & neither
were my desires & dreams. But later, it turned out that this can actually happen. You never know. When you can go on being
all optimistic & give out encouraging words like, 'Impossible is nothing' & 'Life is Unexpected', you can even believe this.

At first, this scared the hell out of me. I was scared because, I want to live my dreams.
I wanna live every moment I've dreamed of living. I wanna live my future. I wanna spend the rest of the life with my family,
friends & with the one I love.
I want to go on a world tour. I want to be famous. I wanna grow old with the love of my life. I want to do so much & so lil time. .

Life is so unpredictable & you don't know when yours will end. Everyday is a waste coz you take life for granted.
&& when you know its all gonna be over soon, you want back all that you had.. only to live it in a better way.
Right now, every morning is just another morning & it's gonna end with a night. But when you know, you don't have much time,
& that life is really short, you realise that each day, each hour, each minute & each second needs to be lived.
There is so lil time to achieve. to dream. to smile. to cry. to fear. to try. to love. to give. to have fun. to jus live.
So don't think much & just value what has been given to you. Live each day like it's your last. Laugh on the jokes that were told yesterday.
Act being a rockstar even though you don't know how to sing. Smile through your tears. Let go off all your fears coz life is too short to be scared :)
Go bungee jumping. Travel the whole world. Watch horror flicks at midnight & scream your lungs out. Play loud music & dance the hell off- let the neighbours shout!
Never underestimate yourself & try every possible thing out. Fall in love & stay in love. Kiss & slow dance in the rain, without music.
Love your mom & dad coz they gifted you with life, anyway. Don't follow the rules. Do what your heart really wants. Don't follow trends, make your own style statements.
Be confident & the world will follow you blindly. Just be YOURSELF. Care for everybody coz life's too short to hate & to make enemies. Remember, LOVE is life. Just be crazy.
Play with your childhood toys. Make your life wonderful & live it the way you want to. Coz life's really what YOU make it. && in the end, don't regret. Live in such a manner
that in the end, all you have is a feeling of contentment & a big satisfied kinda smile on your face.

I've learnt my lesson. & now I wanna live each moment of my life. I don't really care if it lasts another 80 years or only 3. I wanna be happy & want to live my dreams
as long as I live. :]
I don't really know what's gonna happen in 2012. The world may come to an end or the 21st december might pass like any other day, without any thing being unnatural. All I now know
is, that too, will be an adventure for me. I mean, come on, how many people are lucky enough to have as big an adventure like this? You only see it in movies.. why not live
something like that && die.. in a unique way? xD Everyone has to die someday, then why not this way? Live another 80 years of your life just in 3.
Just have fun. Keep dreaming & keep living.. until the end of time. :]