i hate RAIN

I JUST HATE THE RAIN !

It is also usually cold, somewhat polluted and NOT WELCOMED!

Rain puts me in a bad mood! It's cold and wet and I don't like having to go anywhere when it rains...

I know its good for the environment but I hate it.

I really can't stand this rain.

Last wednesday I was like totaly dressed up , put my shoes on and be all ready to go out. den i went out and i don't know from where suddenly rain started and i headed straight back inside again. I hate the feeling, because I feel trapped by the rain. It makes me feel sad and depressed and I refuse to go out in it if I can help it. ...

What do you think about 2012?

What do you think about 2012?



my first dream was that i am standing on the ground and saw that the moon is melting and people are dying including me as earth is getting very very hot.

The sun is also getting consumed in a big cloud.i can also feel the weather in my dream it is very very real.



So I've had 3 different dreams about 2012. It caused major destruction. The 3rd one was way more real. I was with a bunch of my friends(harsh..puneet..pehlaz..gunjan..tanjul..sahil) just hanging out. All of a sudden lava shoots out of the ground and into the sky all around us. Soon there were rivers of lava. After that I see a huge red planet in our atmosphere. It was at least twice the size of the moon. This was before the date 12/21/2012. I ended up getting burns on my legs and arm. My family and I then went toward sirsa ? hisar ? (m confused). There were huge ash clouds. It seemed like these people had no idea what was going on. somehow we found a house n after that i was trying to find food and clothing etc.

I know this was before the date 12/21/2012 because I remember i was using facebook ...poking n chatting wid ma frnds :P and I remember der also my mom was saying ''padh le..boards ha tere"

dont no..? sab ajib tha sab kuch !!
I spent the rest of my time trying to warn people of what was to come...

DATED = 15TH MARCH 2011

As I sit here, alone, in my room, trying to keep my mind busy, I can't help but feel lonely. I hate being away from her. I hate thinking of being apart. I hate not being in her arms.

I crawl into bed at night, or early in the morning, and I just ache for you so much. Wishing you were there more than anything. When we are not talking it feels like my days are so much longer, because I await to talk to you again :(

I'm lonely and anxious and it's making me crazy.

*Sigh*

I love that girl of mine.

They say if you put your energy in to something you can make it happen...I put all my energy and mind into staring at my phone until it rings....but I am still waiting  !!!! ....They....don't know what they are talking about.......

Jessica's Graduation Speech

it's one of my favorite parts in eclipse, i loved it
funniest speech I've ever heard!!!
hahahaha



"When we were five, they asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up. Our answers were thing like astronaut, president, or in my case… princess. When we were ten, they asked again and we answered - rock star, cowboy, or in my case, gold medalist. But now that we've grown up, they want a serious answer. Well, how 'bout this: who the hell knows?! This isn't the time to make hard and fast decisions, its time to make mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere chill. Fall in love - a lot. Major in philosophy 'cause there's no way to make a career out of that. Change your mind. Then change it again, because nothing is permanent. So make as many mistakes as you can. That way, someday, when they ask again what we want to be… we won't have to guess. We'll know."

aah facebook. n orkut ggghh,!!!

Ah I can't help it! I love facebook...n orkut too .... but at the same time I hate it!

I log in about 20+ times a day to check if anything new has happened, even though most of the time I know nothing has... Sometimes I get bored and start go on all friends profiles and just looking at everything. I kind of feel like such a stalker sometimes..

I mean sometimes it's great when I'm bored.. with all the apps and stuff... but I just wish I didn't log on there so much.

So.. as a result.. as much as I hate to do this.. I've decided to deactivate my account for a week or so.. I already tried not to log on facebook n orkut for a week without deactivating my account but I couldn't do it for even a day.

it is addictive more than nicotine or cocaine :P...- literally speaking. I need to plan my day around not being near computers with internet access. It's almost funny.

:)

People always tease me about my height. I usually take in it good humor, but after a while it gets on my nerves. I just want to punch them in the face! But I don't, because I would be in big trouble. .......
its the truth, girls do go for taller men. taller men seem to give women something that i dont have, security. i wish i had that but i dont,because i am short.i am 5 foot 2 and i;m finding any method in the world that could make me taller. yesterday my frnds have made me realise that i;m too short to date, because the average minimum height requirement is 5 foot 7 and i'm only 5 foot 2. i am frustrated about this.!!


I am only 5'2". I Just out grew my mom not to long ago and im about .5 of an inch taller then her. Life has its ups and downs as a short guy. One good is that i can go through crowds faster. A down is that i have to jog to keep up with people who are walking.
Im them thesmallest kid in the entier class


In my opinion that's just not normal...

Am I condemned to a life of shortness...?

Am I cursed to look like a 8th or 9th standard boy for the rest of my life...?

...I wanna be tall...or at least 5'6 by the time I'm old...I mean, sure...I look my age...I have the curves and the attitude. I just lack the height...

sometimes i wish i could pull my heart out and throw it away because i hate the emotion inside it.